Day 30

Sad, our Queen died.
I really really wanted to meet her.
 
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I'm a visionary of epic practicality. Soon after stepping out into thin air, I am the better for it. 

Sometimes there are clouds up there in the sky with my pies, like when Ludlow and Bailey attacked me, or when the Wellington Police assaulted me.
We won't go into the Church thing.

The thin air places always produce solid ground. There's no crashing back down to earth or anything onerous like that.
Like I say, I'm a visionary of perfect practicality.
I'm the antithesis of Socialists and every other Group Think.

I don't need others to come along with me for the sake of my feelings.
Behavioural nudge tactics are anathema to me.
I make my case, believing it's for the common good, and then it makes no difference to me personally whether I get company or whether I must carry on alone.
It's not long until another pie in the sky is wanting tasted.
The landing pads following each visitation of brief loneliness serve as the next take offs.
My ideas are never wasted. I walk on. Sometimes I run.
I am rarely hungry and never hangry.

You know the saying - 'He was before his time'?
It's nonsense - Absolute belittlement.
It's the expression of future cowards. 

Wooah - there's not much hope for society then, is there, if the future cowards are more cowardly than those we suffer in the present.

I say there's massive hope. 

If I could time travel ahead, taking the sure trajectory of my character growth with me, I'd have perfect ability to cut the idiots off at the knees. I'd be awesome! My out of control belligerence would be 'commander of the battle on the front line' legend material.

I can see it - a leader of men, right on time, some time in the future.

You know how we're supposed to be patient with one another?
If you were patient enough with me, this day, I'd be the perfect mayor for Invercargill and Bluff for the next three years.

If you can't see that, you are thinking more along the lines of who to have as mayor which you can accept as a long term semi problem.

If you choose me for our ensuing triennial, guaranteed you'll get better the next time.
You won't get saddled with tripe.
You'll get represented, and if we deserve better after my turn, we'll get that.

If I could tell you, now, what cowards you are for not choosing me - then, some of you could legitimately think that I'm a woman before my time. The rest would think I am antisocial.

I cannot call you cowards.
I love you.
You are my contemporaries, and I feel that I belong, and I know that I am not a coward.
I need you.
I need you to vote me in because I know that our community and province and nation would become the better for it.
Together, we are in the here and now as I create my next visionary steps of epic practicalities.
All I can say is that you need my leadership.
We need each other.
 
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Dear reader, you know about the Radio Southland upset.
Soon, I plan to properly explain my time at the PP, including my meeting with Kelvyn Alp.

Pen ready Blair? 
Never.
Ok then. Ear to the ground?
Just put out a fluff piece in the meantime to keep those shark editors picking the bits out of their teeth. If you're running low on covid ideas, be sure to frighten the populace about climate change. Call up Soper. She'll get you oohing and ahhing about how racist we all are. Let her convince you that us poor wee aums lack self awareness - and then report it as a fact.
Don't dare ask her about how she shuts down good ideas. I don't want you to get eaten alive.

You editors are reading me alright.
There's been no public name calling thrown my way, and you haven't told about my diary.
If you thought that you could undermine me, you would have.

You didn't cover the Youth Forum meeting.
Don't you care about our rangatahi?

And, you've still got to get to the anticlimax that my association with 'extremists' will serve you.

Such boring stories.
 
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I think I am a leader for the having, exactly for our time.
A little leader of many little leaders.
 
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Very sad that our Queen is no longer with us.
I really really wanted to meet her.
I hope her family is well cared for at this time.

Dear Charles, it's ok to have conflicting thoughts and feelings.
Go Charles go.



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