Today is Saturday the 8th October 2022

Came out early to see to the kitchen and have need to write instead.
Was thinking how hope is a skipping rope dance.
Practised hope gets tripped up but the audience barely notices.
There are many hopes, from many minds, dancing their hopes away simultaneously.
Within the grand scheme of things, failed hope is a blink.

Was thinking how I would quite like to get fourth in the mayoral race and that out of the front runners it would be best to have Nobby.
Marcus is a Greenie, and in my view simmering nutty with Utopia to push, and Toni cares more for Maoridom than Majority truth.

Then I felt comfortable that losing however which way would be fine, then I remembered that I'd promised to keep hoping until the 10th.
I have to win.
We need this.

Didn't get into town yesterday - was a bit shattered.
Planning to go this morning with the last of my sun shining hat flyers.

Should I post this?
I have spent a lot of me in pushing the boundaries to see how others feel and to give them permission to think however they want.
Should I post this on election morning?

Should I mention that, yes, the vast majority have agreed with me about protesting the politicisation of our Police, the indoctrination of our children and the fact that she is a traitor.

Who is reading?
Am I safe?
I am assuming that Providence will make sure I lose if winning would mean unsafety.

Sometimes the fight is exhausting, not from the work but from embarrassment.
I want not to post this, but I will.
I didn't enter this race to lose for us.

I think people could like me ok for their own political gain, which is all about what the Majority wants, which makes my mayoral bid a no-brainer.
It's a matter of who is willing to be the voice for saying enough is enough.
That would be me - only me this time round.
The collective risk is that there may not be another one like me next time if we continue to spiral down this coming term.

Hope is -
putting in writing that general sentiment has turned. The Majority hates the Rizzi deal.

This morning, my personal hope is quite punishing on behalf of my community.
It's not the first time, and I hope this will be the last time.


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